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'CARE, CONCERN, DOWNFALL' - 8 trk album (2023)

by John Boulter

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ACHERONTIC FLIGHT The strength and the safety, I felt could never break, I worked and cared hard for, It's no good, it's died, again. I still stay on life's land, I plan to aid everyday, And when it's offered to consider, It's seen as something to fight against. The need to head somewhere else, It's supposed to be wise, I know when others have tried, It's an idea they haven't survived. Any journey is amnesty, The current comes to embrace, But arriving means conclusions begin, Met with native rejection unexplained. Another place where there's pretend world cause, I don't want to stay anymore. Words and music by John Boulter copyright 2023.
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DEAD VOLUME Saw blood on the harbour ground, Don't know who or why, My guess would be nothing new, And there'd be no witness from the night. (chorus) I just know, No-one would've seen, No, no-one would've seen this. In it's dead volume, Red runnel's move like tears, While the drying trails stay with the cause of the end And they'll be left with me and my remaining years. (rpt. chorus) Flows down through the staves, Falls far and sleeps on the sands, There's no outer escape layer, There'd be nowhere else to land, I'm given a memory I know nothing of, Except it had to be done by your hand. I just know, There'd be no witness from the night. Words and music by John Boulter copyright 2023.
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'Overturn' 04:42
OVERTURN I've become more used to the fact That there's no way out of this.... ...yet, somehow,,, ...it keeps me inspired. You know I'm not lying, but I know you have, out of reasons of ruin, your own desires. But you can't live direct if you feel the need to play some game on the resulting edge of a blade you face... ....that wasn't your idea or wish in the first place, no. Just because of what was said by some nearby clan and crowd a deep trust where you were lead by the words of some local family mound. That's just their pulverised lives, where one day they'll see you again, and admit when it's all too late, that they were never really proud. Words and music by John Boulter copyright 2023.
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ENTRANCE TO CEASE POINT I can't read the names of those who gave their lives in any great war. It's only ever said once, but they don't live on forevermore, at all. The air and the hale has faded everyone of the whole list to an unseen shale. They'd have wanted their own souls to last, NOT the titles someone gave... ...No-one's ever tried to engrave them again. (chorus) Sometime ago, I kept being awarded by others' dreams of seeing forward, but they were stories of nothing that were in the way, everyday. I remember their last wave and their distance drained into the land and rain, I don't want to turn away from that and see others play life's game. (rpt. chorus) They all said, on the eve of their own last hour, to do everything for yourself, for your life. So, I don't need to see ahead, now, because the beginning of it to mean something is mine. Sometimes ago, I kept being awarded by others' dreams of seeing forward, but they were stories of nothing that were in the way, everyday. Words and music by John Boulter copyright 2023.
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'Accounted' 07:15
ACCOUNTED It's clear you didn't search to well, but neither innocence nor guilt mean much to you, just what serves you best, just what works for all you've done since then. And you only pray to awaken to many acquitting dawns, but, back then, you had done wrong, and I know you've committed more. (chorus) I'll reach down and bring up to display the things you want buried for the rest of your days. You don't have a life and you never have, you were given a world that can never see the sun, all that's yours is the moment where you chose to succumb. (rpt. chorus) I'll give out all of your names, you'll lie and talk grey, you don't feel, but I've got to say it now before any longer, it's time life was real! Words and music by John Boulter copyright 2023.
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RISE AND SUFFER There are visions that come within the first hour of wake, but I stay in rest, because, I'm weighed down by the crisis of the day. The only real soul, that breathes once revived so soon, then has to try and avoid the hands that control in a town that doesn't want to know the truth, no. A remembrance in riot, that keeps taking place, and I'm still waiting for them to make their way up along Heaven's lane. All the prayers and desires they didn't happen again, after which, I rested, for there's no deceit in the sound of the assailing rain. If I was a bird flying high within the clouds, I'd see the world attacks and the towers going down .... ....and think nothing.. ....I'm here, in a different place and it's laws, with only dreams of miracles to return to the day before. Words and music by John Boulter copyright 2023.
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ONLY DON'T BELIEVE I see the rest of the world everyday, if I try, to break the whole past of being all severed by life and aiming to try and find the cause, it's only once in a while where it doesn't seem to matter anymore. I look for the best in the world everyday, if I can, before I feel it's no use, now, and I'm lowered into the land, and any plans of revenge, doesn't matter what chance is there now or how well it can be followed on, it'd still be my soul that's gone. It'd still be my soul that's gone. All the countless times I felt I was missing things but when they were eventually offered ... ... it turns out I wasn't. Words and music by John Boulter copyright 2023.
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USED IN YEARS Still travel around, another summer gets counted exactly, and shows everything like it did back then. Everything's created from the same discoveries that weren't celebrated at first, because everyone waited too long for the ones who didn't bother to show it's worth. (chorus) It's just something else that can't be seen when you see the entire world. The sands everyone's friends ran on my eternity finds they're all still here, the marram where the people sat to be inspired and entertained haven't been used in years. It continues to be too long ago, and now, there are different strengths being shown by others who weren't part at the time or anytime with any plan to be here. (rpt. chorus) The visitors of the past return and say now it's something else, yet, I strive to explain - - at least, to myself - nothing's changed. ....... Words and music by John Boulter copyright 2023.

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Written, performed and mixed by John Boulter. All compositions recorded entirely on 4-track. Cover imagery by John Boulter. Cover star : unknown.

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released December 11, 2023

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John Leicestershire, UK

Singer / songwriter. Released records each year since 1989 on various formats. Released under various labels such as BC records, Balta records, the satirically-titled Dissidentchannel records- though not anti-government nor anti-religion, a title to go against any bias - and currently 4L records. Please avoid the 6 myspace accounts where they were hacked and songs and art were ruined. ... more

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